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ok . today , had assembly and stuffs . dhen after dhat , went to pasta to have lunch with ahjuan , reg and aisyah . saw veron , min and vien . hahaha . dhen ate all dhat . crapped a lil . dhen went to reg`s house . and aisyah went home . reached reg de house le . dhen chat lo . dhen was kinda bored . so we went to watch chuky and the dont know whad shiat . hahaha . after watching , came online . looked at some stuffs we always gossip bvout laaa . hahahaha . =x dhen reg is giving herself too much pressure . REG , if you`re reading this . please relax yourself a lil . we dont wanna see you go bersark . take care kay ? we`re all here for you if you need us .=] dhen i went home . and yada yada yada .

16jan-
saw you alone during assembly . she aint with you . knew dhat smth happened . sms-ed you , you replied my msg-es , to my amaze of cosh . can see dhat you`re feeling down . but i didnt know how to cheer you up . heard something happened at home . really hope you`re alright . pls take care of yourself . i`ll be hurt if you dont . really wanna see you smile at me agn . but i`m hoping for the impossible . sigh . ='[ i`ve been wanting to post this for a very long time le . dhere`s this girl or shud i say good friend whom i`m very close to in the past . but not now . cosh she has her friends , i have mine . and now we only smile at each other . and when she`s online . we dont even chat anymore . we`re not like last time . we use to chat bout anything under the sun . but now ? not even a hi or whadever . hahs . whad has happen ? i dont know . neither of us said anything bout it . i think she`s okay with it . but the fact is im not . hais . her character changed , her whadever shit oso change . i dont know whether i hate her or i just dont like her attitude . sometimes we have to accept all this laa . now , all she cares is her best friends and her boyfriend . but whad bout the other friends . she like cant be bothered like dhat . i cannot do anything . it`s not shocking why some sec 2s will talk bout her bf and her . it`s not amazing to me at all . some of my friends oso tell me you`re becoming like another person . you`re no longer the mei i once know . and i dont know whad has got into you . and hais . i really dont know la kay ? it`s up to you . i cant interfere in the things you do . all i can do is to give you advice . if you dont wanna heed my advice . dhen dhat`s too bad . =] dhat`s all .

i`m sorry . all i did was cared bout my own feelings . i nvr really cared for yours . but whenever i wanna talk to you bout my feelings . you`re either away , busy or not online . i use to turn to you when i`m upset or feeling down instead of turning to my besties . but now , it`s very hard . i just wanna let you know dhat i still love you and care for you like the past . none of the feelings changed .

>[: poixin really, we should start mugging alrdy. says:
honestly you have no rights to say my attitude changed

you`re right . i dont have the rights to say your attitude changed cosh im not with you everyday like how your besties do . but i`ll not fang you . im sorry if i`ve offended you . sorry . hais . im posting now cosh i wanna thank REGINA ANG for helping me find this blogskin and helping me edit lots of stuffs . hahaha . THANK YOU HORR AND I LOVE YOU TO BITS . =] i went to watch 2 movies today . with REENA CHUAH RUO XUAN . =x LOL . sorry hurr . okok . final destination 3 is DAMMM NICE . whoever have not seen it . please go watch . it`s really nice . haha . erm , as for 49 days . erm , it`s not dhat bad la . but not very nice . =x hahaha . so if you dont wanna waste your money . dont watch it please . trust me . you`ll regret . =] after watching we went to mac and eat laa . dhen went home . her bus came first so i was alone waiting for bus . dhen smth happened . dhen heh hehh . =]]] which i shdnt elaborate on it laa . =x dhen yada yada . dhen went home .

there`s two of you now . and i dont know . sometimes i feel so happy when i see one of you smile and the other one laugh . it just makes my day fuller . =] Instructions

List down 12 people's names, need not be people you are close to, can even be your enemies! Just the first 12 names which come into your mind. Note them down!

(Not in order)
#1 regina
#2 zhijun
#3 poixin
#4 lex
#5 sarah
#6 farysa
#7 another him
#8 syafiq
#9 danial
#10 szeling
#11 kingsley
#12 engyi

1. If number 11 started ignoring you, what would you do?
LOL . he wont la .

2. Is number 12 a pet lover?
dont know ? LOL

3. Does number 3 rock?
my ah mei rocks of cosh . =]

4. Is number 1 pretty smart and independent?
hahha . reg is VERY BEA-U-TI-LI-FUL , very SE-MART and IN-DE-PEN-LE-DENT .

5. What if number 7 had a girlfriend?
erm , cham lo . hahaha .

6. Is number 2 your best friend?
YES! Ah Juan is best. Ah Juan is good. Ah juan is awesome! Ah Juan is my best friend.

7. Does number 4 have a laughing or gossiping character?
no . hahahaha .

8. Is number 8 sweet and funny?
dhat guy ISNT SWEET NOR IS HE FUNNY . =x

9. Is number 10 in your msn contacts?
Of course la.

10. Is number 6 cute, sick & smart sometimes?
YEAH YEAH YEAH !! =x

11. Is sitting with number 5 fun?
sometimes . hahaha .

12. Does number 9 piss you off?
erm ....



- TOOK IT FROM REG`S BLOG . =] ehh , basically , i forgot whad happened ytd . so i shall blog bout today . =x haha . had healthy lifestyle . and this stupid rasyidin called me aunty . and my classmates LAUGHED . nvrm . dhen after dhat , was looking for the both of them . saw them le , and i cant keep my eyes away from them . kept looking . LOL . dhen one of them kept looking at me , maybe i think he knows dhat im looking at him ? LOL . after dhat was PE . played captain`s ball . blah blah blah . dhen erm , friends bu shuang here and there . and i didnt care . =x LOL . it rhymes . =x ahahha . okay okay . after school , went to meet reg . dhen went to find ahjuan . dhen juan had to settle some stuffs laaa . so me and reg waited for her at the fouth level . dhen dhen , we took LOTS of pictures laaa . LOL . after dhat , i saw rasyidin . dhen i saw erm , 4 feb* together . dhen , erm , i dont know laaa . feel abit unhappy . but , aiya . i just dont know la kay ? dhen waited until 1 plus . regina hafta go back le . cosh she has piano lesson . so i went back with her . hafta install my ipod into her com . cosh my com not good enough . =x hahaha . so we yada yada yada . dhen we took a bus to cwp and we went seperate ways . and i still haven make up my mind whether i should go play pool tomorrow . cosh common test is on monday . hais . tell me whether i should or i should not people . tag in my tagboard . thank you . =]

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regina , thanks for putting the song horr . hahahahahha . YOU THIS KUKU MOOMOO . actually , im very pissed off with the good friends around me . YES , good friends . dhey seem so real but yet dhey`re FAKE . ya , very fake . you may think they`re nice . but they`re just putting on an act FOR YOU . hahs . those are whad i call GOOD FRIENDS HUH .

to stranger - you never knew whad was the problem from the start . and there you`re poking your nose into things . and dhat`s very rude of YOU . and , when i say all those stuffs bout her . it`s cosh , im concerned . and for goodness sake , do you know whad CONCERN MEANS ? haha . if im not concern bout her . i wudnt even care who she stead with and stuffs lo . and who are you to interfere with our stuffs ? you`re just another OUTSIDER TO ME . so please , in future . if all this has nothing to do with you . could you kindly leave things as it is ? thank you VERY MUCH . =)


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I HATE YOU !! for life . and i SWEAR , i`ll nvr smile AT YOU EVER AGAIN . yes , I SWEAR . hoo hoo . =x ytd i didnt sleep early cosh firstly , i didnt finish my homework . so called engyi and king . and they GAVE ME THE ANSWERS . =x LOLOL . secondly , help edit sarah`s blogskin a little . the rest she did it herself . so ya , hahaha . wanna go have a look ? SARAH



it`s nice la . hahaha . she told me she saw a adidas skin last time . dhen there was once i saw it too . dhen i gave her the link and she went to download and stuffs la . haha . and sarah , it`s okay ya . =] WHAD ARE FRIENDS FOR MAN ? right ? hahaha . =x LOL . kay , today .

boring lessons . all the way till school ends man . dhen smth happen . which i shudnt elaboarate on it . and it`s alright already . and im glad . (: dhen went to watch pink panther with reena CHUAH . =x hahaha . both single woman . cosh eefang , germaine , peiting , valerie , shuyee all attached le ma . dhen only me and reena single . so , hahahaha . the show was damm funny la . LOL . lame oso . after watching , we went home laa . on my way home , i saw asyraf with he`s friends . dhen reached home le . i sleep lehh . i nvr bathe . =x dhen i woke up at 9 plus , went to bathe . dhen online le . dhen sarah had problem with her blog . dhen yada yada yada . dhen okay le . dhen .... LOL . i`m damm lazy to post la . dhen dhat`s all la .

FRIENDS ARE FOREVER . ONCE A TRUE FRIEND IS GONE . IT`LL BE GONE FOREVER . =] today got healthy lifestyle yeahh . hahaha . ok . today , mr kok was asking all those who nvr wear PE all that to step out . dhen he was calling for this student , asking dhat student to step out . but dhat student did not laaa . dhen suddenly i saw ahjuan standing up . hahaha . dhen i started laughing laaa . cosh that student was HERR LAAA . nvrm . DONT LAUGH AT HER HOR . she`s my mei lehh . wah liao . ok , dhen had skipping , dhen PE , dhen EOA , during EOA lesson . PAKISTAN was in the same com lab as me , she keep looking at me with her PAKISTAN EYES . WTH LO . dhen i was like pek chek laaa . dhen i say BITCH lo . hahaha . lol .
okok . fast forwardddddddd

after school , me , fang , maine and reena went to kingsley`s house . dhen we saw aaron laa . dhen we called nelson to come . dhen he came la . dhen we all played a game . it was damm fun laaa . dhen we went downstairs to play , dont know whad bomb game followed by ice water dhen block catching . hahaha . very fun lo . dhen we run here and there . dhen it started to rain so heavily , but we still continued with the game . germaine fell down when aaron chased her laaa . dhen lots of them fell . EXCEPT MEEEE !! =x hahaha . dhen after dhat engyi came , he brought waterrrrrrr . very thirsty lo . haha . dhen we went home but the boys played soccer laa . haha . dhat`s all for today lo . IM PLAYING POOL TOMORROW !! woots . =x BYEEEEEEE one month ago (16jano6) , we met each other for the first time . and i fell for you right away . it was love at first sight i guess . we were on talking terms back than . but now ? i dont know . how i wish everything didnt happened . how i wish i didnt go for camp . how i wish i didnt know you . how i wish . =\ it really hurt me . today , i saw you a few times with ... i didnt wanna look at you . cosh it`ll hurt my heart . and i know when i look at you . i will smile . cosh we promised each other we will smile at each other . but im sorry , i turned away today . i really hated her back dhen . but now ? i guess not . she`s a nice girl . perhaps it`s right dhat both of you are together . as long as you`re happy , i`ll be happy . =] hope you and her will last forever . and hope both of you will treasure and cherish each other . dhaT`S all . bye people . =D HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY EVERYONE . =]
im lonely this valentines' . hahahaha . and saw so many happy couples in the streets , on the bus , in school ? hahahhaa . hope all the couples in this world or should i say in riverside would be everlasting and loving forever . =] treasure and cherish each other . aND never doubt your partner . =] hahaha . ohya , and THANK YOU ZHIJUN for giving me a lollipop and a small piece of brownie ? and THANK YOU SARAH WAH for giving me a flower[fake] . hahaha . and HOPE JUAN & ZHU WILL BE ENEN.AIAI AS WELL AS REGINA & MOOMOO . =x heee . dhat`s all . bye people . TAKE CARE . AND HAVE AN ENJOYABLE WEEK . =x ohya , tomorrow got IN-PLACE PROTECTION HOR . hahaha it`s gone . 16 jan is no longer mine . they started on 4th feb . it`s just too sudden for me to take all this . and i really dont know whad to do . i dont even know whad i will do . hahs . everything is just gone so fast . my smile is gone . it`s gone . all gone . ='[ HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHJUAN !!!
I LOVE YOU KAYY .
WE ALLLLL LOVE YOU .
TAKE CARE , AND HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR CELEBRATION . =]

saturday is sucha fucking day . i shall update bout later`s celebration . hahaha . byebye . =x sometimes , i really dont understand whad is going on in that brain of yours . sometimes , i dont even understand whad you`re thinking . you use to smile at people you love , but now ? you turn away and ignore them ? whad the hell ? you know whad you look like ? you dont look like a gf you know ? you look more like a pet . hahs . we are your true friends . he`s only your true love . whad`s with you ? has he ever treasured your love ? has he ? i dont think so lo . think bout it laaa . you`ve change . you`ve change alot . i have not change a bit . people often ask me . why you SHOU her ? i told em , you`re the sweetest girl i`ve ever met . am i so wrong to say dhat ? i hope not . please la . you should know i dote on you alot in the past . but now ? we`re like having a cold war do you know dhat ? hais . i really do not know whad to say to you sometimes . you`ve change , not for the better , but it`s for the worse . dont agree with me ? ask around than . do you even know dhat a friend of yours is worried and feeling sad ? do you know dhat ? why are you so heartless ? just because he doesnt like you talking to guys . you just listened . you`re as good as useless . you follow whadever he says . why cant he follow whadever you say sometimes ? he should give in to you too whad ? am i right ? think over whad ive said la okay ? you may hate me . but i dont give a damm anymore . you hurt lots of people around you . and you seem like you didnt care . you may say you do . but lemme tell you . ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER DHEN WORDS . =] you should have learn that huhh . true friends can never be replaced , but true love can . once a true friend is gone , you can never find another one as good as the old one . give it a thought la . dhat`s all im gonna say to you . OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG ~!!
IM TOO HAPPY TO SCOLD ANYONE WHO PROVOKE ME TODAY .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA .
I`VE WAITED OFR THIS DAY FOR A LONGGGGGG TIMEEEEE
MUWAHAHAHAHAHA . =x
bye people . =]]] sigh , i still miss you and i miss you badly . really badly . i dont know , whenever we pass by each other . it`s either you look at me and turn away . or i look at you and turn away . why cant we be like the past . when we pass by each other . we would smile and say HI . but why cant we do that now ? all you care bout are those fucking rumours . i really dont know whad to do anymore . i thought i forgotten you . but , i cant . I REALLY CANT DO IT . i even thought my feelings for you were fading . but it wasnt . can you please tell me whad to do ? you dont reply my messages anymore . why ? because of rumours . you dont talk to me anymore . why ? because of rumours . i did foolish stuffs for you . and you didnt even care . i was so upset . and you dont know how i really felt . how silly i was . hais - TODAY IS A SAD DAY . LOLOL
i had 2.4 for my second period . dhen same as he`s oso laaa . okay . dhen while running , THOSE QIHUA PRIMARY DE PUPILS BULLIED ME LEHHH . dhey said smth bad to me lo . dhen i scolded .......... dhen i cried lehh . SO BAD LO THOSE BADDIES . =x dhen MR.PIG cycled and he called me a pig when he`s a PIG himself . =x WTH RIGHT ? MOOMOO YOU SHOULD TEACH HIM A LESSON HORR . alright alright . after dhat we went back lo . dhen HURHUR . here comes the best part . =xxxx

let`s name this skinny girl P and this plump girl B . after changing to our uniform . B was seating on the floor . P is standing beside her . P wanted to ask B`s friend smth . but B mistaken as another case . so B started quarrelling with P . and soon B agitated P and ask her to beat her if she`s up to it . P could not take it anymore , so P punch her arm . B was so furious dhat she tore her pocket on her uniform . which leaves a big hole in her breast . and so , i tried to stop . but my friends say it will only be worse . dhen our class councillor stopped em . LOL . dhen DHAT councillor went to report to mdm salwana [PE cum FORM teacher] bout this incident . and i was made the eye witness UNFORTUNATLY LA . =x and i heard B wasnt suppose to have any eye witness . so i was made P`s eye witness . how sad . =\ LOL . and dhat`s all . LOLOL . and ohya , those boys saw whad dhey`re not suppose to see la . LOLOL . alright alright . dhat`s all for today . BYE PEOPLEEEEEEEEE . =] have been sick for bout 3 - 4 days le . and im having a HIGH FEVER . can anyone bring me to the doc tmw ? hais . and my left ear is stuck . and i can hardly hear anything . sekali i oso tio cancer huh . haha . CHOY !! =x *touch wood* anyway , wo hen XING KU . and dhat stupid yx say ,

<-=[ xiang ]=-> (L)๑۩۞۩๑(L) <-=[ xiang ]=->haiz STRESS!! says:
lol
<-=[ xiang ]=-> (L)๑۩۞۩๑(L) <-=[ xiang ]=->haiz STRESS!! says:
if you are still at yishun
<-=[ xiang ]=-> (L)๑۩۞۩๑(L) <-=[ xiang ]=->haiz STRESS!! says:
i still can bring you go see doctor
<-=[ xiang ]=-> (L)๑۩۞۩๑(L) <-=[ xiang ]=->haiz STRESS!! says:
^o^
<-=[ xiang ]=-> (L)๑۩۞۩๑(L) <-=[ xiang ]=->haiz STRESS!! says:
but too bad
<-=[ xiang ]=-> (L)๑۩۞۩๑(L) <-=[ xiang ]=->haiz STRESS!! says:
you are at pasir ris

so bad right ? suuuuuupid . =x haha . anyway , to all those who are out of love , cheer up and look on the brighter side of life . breaking up is not as bad as you think . =]
anyway , thanks to lex and tania de GUAN XIN . i`ll be alright de . =]] hahahas . kay la . dhat`s all . gotta slp early . dhere`s school tmw . RIVERSIDIANS - PLEASE BRING YOUR TIE TMW . =] 31 january o6 -

went out with ahjuan , ahpang and sarah . went to bugis lo . bought an adidas wallet . it`s white okay . LOLOL . and i LOVE IT SO MUCH HUH . =x dont be jealous please . thank you . hahhaa . dhen walk around for a while laa . dhen sarah bought a top from adidas oso lo . quite nice la horrrr . dhen ahpang bought a watch he saw a jacket from adidas . me and juan ask him buy he dont want . DUMBO . -_- . dhen my ahjuan bought her black eyed peas bag . she has been looking for that bag for so long already . dhat moomoo . =x hahahaha . dhen went to orchard by CAB . =x thanks huh ahpang . LOLOL . dhen went to heeren and looked around laa . dhen went to kbox . sing sing sing lo . all the song dhey choose all very nice de horr . =xx LOLOL . dhen ahpang was fan-ing us dhat he wanna buy dhat adidas jacket . and he wanna go back bugis . dhat shitto . -_-` dhen of cosh WE DIDNT LAAA . LOLOL . dhen went home to WATCH THE 11PM SHOW HUH . SOOOOOO NICE . hahahahaha . dhen conference with STUPID BOYS from my class . i want slp dhey dont allow me to slp . DUMBASS . =x

1 february o6 -
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLYN . =]
went to school wasnt feeling well . haha . dhen blah blah blah . LALALA . dhen blah blah blah . =x LOLOL . dhen after school met ahjuan & reg & aishah . dhen sarah came . =x ddhen erm , went to cwp . REG BOUGHT ......................... dhen some riversidians saw la . so malu lo . LOLOL . dhen after dhat went to library sat for a while . dhen went to reg`s house . dhen reach liao . she say she forgot to bring house key . dhat kuku . -_- dhen bo bian so ahjuan house . I PLAYED WITH HER GAMEBOY FINALLY !!!!!! . =x hahahahas . dhen after dhat , I SLEPT LIKE A PIG LO . ohya , anyway , sarah didnt go . and aisyah went home early . okay . dhen talk talk talk . dhen at bout 8 like dhat me and reg went home lo . and now i hafta finish hmw for my classmates . if not dhey will kill me . haha . dhat`s all for now . byebye .

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21 days and counting . =[

wounded .